My brief statement:
I have a brain full of cancer....too many tumors to count. I have been told to get my affairs in order. My grief is so deep I cannot find the bottom of it. I have no desire to speak to anyone except my husband, my son and my best friend. I don't want to hear anything about prayer or about standing on the promises of God when he says he will heal, or about faith in general. For all of you who rolled your eyes for 4 years when I claimed that God would get the glory from healing me, take a bow to yourselves.
That's all I have.